Monday, July 30, 2018
I waited a long time before I came here because of the dumb ass I was then ..I didn't want my feelings of wanting to say goodbye selfish for the ones who stayed by your side ...we did have a kid and Logan Jacob ,, is with you now in heaven ...and I will see you both one day ,,I just wanted you to know I hope you look in on me from time to time ... And make sure I'm on the rite path to seeing you two,, I am sure you already know because you see me everyday as I know you do all your love ones,, but I have someone special now ,her name is Crystal and she has your guiding light and you attitude ,,cant anyone or thing kill her stubborn ,,,I still love you I always will ,,,I would take your place if I could cause God knows you shed so much more light and smiles on this dark marble than I ever can living to 100 if I do ,,,but the Cassie I remember ,,smiles because it was her and not me ,,,you were a very good aunt and great sister and the only girl on this planet I have ever trusted with my heart 100% so far to this date ,,,,and you know it's true being the angel you always were in life and light of of heaven above rest in peace my guiding angel ,,I say that cause even after death I talk to you and Grandpa more than I do the living ,,,,and your wonderful solid wonder of joy that you are and where still makes me smile to this day. That's how wonderful and powerful your pull toward you was and still is to me ,,,,till we meet again with wings if our character in the spirit of holy grace ...goodbye
